She was trembling,her hands and legs were shaking,she felt weak in her knees. "What just happened to me?"she thought. Sometimes ago she was fine, laughing and enjoying with her friends,making fun of Ashta's ex-boyfriend till Astha told her something about Tarun. Infact, she still was smiling with the biggest smile she had,avoiding eye contacts with others, when suddenly Ruchika called "Tanu, are you okay??". yes, thats when she couldnt control herself. Tears rolled down her eyes. And the next moment she was crying. Crying and sobbing like she had never before. She wanted her tears to carry all her pains. And her mind was deeply occupied by all the thoughts-"Was it supposed to end like this? where did all those talks,all those promises,times and all went? was it nothing? Dont i mean anything to him?"
Yes, Tanvi is the most flamboyant girl, is very jolly, doesnt get too attached to everyone but when she does she means it. She can do anything and everything for them. And moreover Tarun was just a friend cum brother whom she loved so much. "Why did i do that? why i valued him so much? Didnt i know,i dont stand anywhere in his life?"she was again thinking about what all happened.It was then she decided that she wont hurt herself again. Maybe when Astha said that she get attracted to jerks, she was right.Yes, she gets attached to them, it was because of whatever she saw from childhood, may be that made her insecure and generated the feeling in her that she could create a difference but she always ended up ruining herself. It was tough for her to ignore Tarun. Only she could feel how hard it was to ignore that person who meant so much to her but she had to be strong for herself.
It had been one month.One day she got a ping, it was him saying sorry for all the misunderstandings and within a second she forgave him. Next day he told that he would come to meet her and Vineet and she got so happy. He came and they met. Everything was so normal, as if nothing happened. So here,she was spending her whole day with the two friends who were her life in college and listening to them. yea, she was happy, she listened to them.She was enjoying every moment but sometimes deep inside was cursing herself for being so weak, for believing in them once again.She knows that it would happen again.
But she did realise something, She realised that when people say that they would remain the same and would always love you, it may not always be right. People do change and things dont always remain the same ever but all those lies were those silly moments when you were happy. You felt like you were at the top of the world,you felt so good. Afterall, Pain is an inevitable part of life! She loves some people to the core and she will keep doing that no matter what! :)
P.S.: This is entirely a work of fiction. Any resemblance to reality will be a mere coincidence!
Yes, Tanvi is the most flamboyant girl, is very jolly, doesnt get too attached to everyone but when she does she means it. She can do anything and everything for them. And moreover Tarun was just a friend cum brother whom she loved so much. "Why did i do that? why i valued him so much? Didnt i know,i dont stand anywhere in his life?"she was again thinking about what all happened.It was then she decided that she wont hurt herself again. Maybe when Astha said that she get attracted to jerks, she was right.Yes, she gets attached to them, it was because of whatever she saw from childhood, may be that made her insecure and generated the feeling in her that she could create a difference but she always ended up ruining herself. It was tough for her to ignore Tarun. Only she could feel how hard it was to ignore that person who meant so much to her but she had to be strong for herself.
It had been one month.One day she got a ping, it was him saying sorry for all the misunderstandings and within a second she forgave him. Next day he told that he would come to meet her and Vineet and she got so happy. He came and they met. Everything was so normal, as if nothing happened. So here,she was spending her whole day with the two friends who were her life in college and listening to them. yea, she was happy, she listened to them.She was enjoying every moment but sometimes deep inside was cursing herself for being so weak, for believing in them once again.She knows that it would happen again.
P.S.: This is entirely a work of fiction. Any resemblance to reality will be a mere coincidence!
a relationship stands on faith and belief, so someone has to take the chance on keeping of faith and belief to continue the relationship.. really its nicely expressed....thanks...keep writing
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