That girl with golden heart!

She was trembling,her hands and legs were shaking,she felt weak in her knees. "What just happened to me?"she thought. Sometimes ago she was fine, laughing and enjoying with her friends,making fun of Ashta's ex-boyfriend till Astha told her something about Tarun. Infact, she still was smiling with the biggest smile she had,avoiding eye contacts with others, when suddenly Ruchika called "Tanu, are you okay??". yes, thats when she couldnt control herself. Tears rolled down her eyes. And the next moment she was crying. Crying and sobbing like she had never before. She wanted her tears to carry all her pains. And her mind was deeply occupied by all the thoughts-"Was it supposed to end like this? where did all those talks,all those promises,times and all went? was it nothing? Dont i mean anything to him?"


Yes, Tanvi is the most flamboyant girl, is very jolly, doesnt get too attached to everyone but when she does she means it. She can do anything and everything for them. And moreover Tarun was just a friend cum brother whom she loved so much. "Why did i do that? why i valued him so much? Didnt i know,i dont stand anywhere in his life?"she was again thinking about what all happened.It was then she decided that she wont hurt herself again. Maybe when Astha said that she get attracted to jerks, she was right.Yes, she gets attached to them, it was because of whatever she saw from childhood, may be that made her insecure and generated the feeling in her that she could create a difference but she always ended up ruining herself. It was tough for her to ignore Tarun. Only she could feel how hard it was to ignore that person who meant so much to her but she had to be strong for herself.

It had been one month.One day she got a ping, it was him saying sorry for all the misunderstandings and within a second she forgave him. Next day he told that he would come to meet her and Vineet and she got so happy. He came and they met. Everything was so normal, as if nothing happened. So here,she was spending her whole day with the two friends who were her life in college and listening to them. yea, she was happy, she listened to them.She was enjoying every moment but sometimes deep inside was cursing herself for being so weak, for believing in them once again.She knows that it would happen again.

But she did realise something, She realised that when people say that they would remain the same and would always love you, it may not always be right. People do change and things dont always remain the same ever but all those lies were those silly moments when you were happy. You felt like you were at the top of the world,you felt so good. Afterall, Pain is an inevitable part of life! She loves some people to the core and she will keep doing that no matter what! :)


P.S.: This is entirely a work of fiction. Any resemblance to reality will be a mere coincidence!

A drug of its own kind-Love!

Me-Love??!! Are you crazy?? Am i going to write on this topic??
My friend- Loser! I knew you cannot. That’s why i gave you this one.
This is how i got this (not so)amazing topic during a conversation with my friend when i told him that i started blogging and asked a topic to write upon. He knew i wont be able to write upon it, but i took it as a challenge and i am here before you with my views..
I analyzed the types of love:
1) A guy saw a girl, forgot everything , got mesmerised by her charm and fell in love with her. This is love at first sight which can happen anytime,anywhere. The ingredients are a cute/handsome/beautiful guy/girl.In this kind, efforts are put by one to impress the opposite sex,if he/she gets impressed then the story proceeds and we get to read some awesome stories later. There are many examples from history that can be included under this type.
2)This second kind of love happens when you get impressed by that x-factor. Sometimes,it may be writing skills or a guy who plays basketball or a guitarist or anything else. In some cases it may be a girl for whom a guy has always planned to live with like the family girl or an ideal girl. In this kind, it takes time to find the deserving candidate, once you got him/her, entire scene is set.
3)This kind is the most unpredictable one. It happens when you never decided to fall in love for the first place or it may happen even if you are already committed to someone else. It may take time for you to realize that you are in love. It doesnt need someone with a beautiful face, a nice figure or with some different qualities it just need someone who loves you the way you are.

Love may be of any kind but all you need  is to be faithful, respect each others feelings and dreams and dont ever try to change the person. Make sure you love your partner and you are loved back. Respect the differences. As it has rightly been said -”In this weird life all you need to fall in love is a weird person who is compatible with all your weirdness”.

Although love is such a vast topic and is not just related to the guy-girl kind love i wrote about but then you know,it was a challenge so i had to. Anyways, i will keep telling you about other kinds as we have to travel a long journey together till then keep Spreading love! <3